It Takes a Fool to Remain Sane
I know I shouldn’t write this, but I need to let it out. It is eating me up.
Me and my better half Lena, somehow managed to find back to each other. We spent the past 2 weeks together, like we used to. The other night, as she left for home, I fell upon her facebook inbox (not knowing she hadn’t signed out) and found a few letters from a girl she was left by a few years back. I knew they had spoken a few weeks ago on skype, because she told me during the conversation. I never thought more to it. I feel so naive now. The letters started out as two friends catching up. Then ended with a letter from Lena saying she had to remove her as a friend everywhere because it would be too hard not to write to her, and that their conversation had been to inappropriate for two people with partners, but she was sad they couldn’t talk as friends yet, because she thought she was a wonderful girl. My heart broke into a million little pieces. The girl, who said she loved me and cried, the very same night. And it’s my forbiddem secret, I know.
